#1 Megan

This is not about the reality that you want to have in a real life

Wheteher you can choose your way

You can’t decide where you exactly want to go

Megan menutup buku yang baru saja ia baca sebelumnya. Semuanya terasa benar-benar janggal. Buku itu memiliki alur cerita yang tak biasa. Ia mencoba menerka setiap kata yang ada didalamnya. Namun semakin ia mencoba untuk mengerti. Semakin ia bingung dibuatnya. Memahami buku ini sama halnya seperti memahami perasaan manusia.

Tak pernah bisa benar-benar pasti.

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Fall To The Ground

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When you feel that you will fall from the hill

You must to remember all barrier  that you’ve been throught before

You must to remember that you’ve been succeed to get over it

I don’t know why this time I just feel that I can’t fight with this desperation

I just want to giveup

And let my body fall to the ground

I can’t hold this anymore

This thing is just to hard for me

Even I’ve been throught something harder than this

I just can’t remember all that memories

They are gone from my mind

Why my heart isn’t become solid

My heart become fragile like a glass

I thought I can be stronger than before

Should I give up?

And let my self fall to the ground

Or I must to fight for my dreams?

-FNFA-

 

Note: sorry for bad grammar, it has been a long time since the last time I write a poem in english. I just want to tell you that I feel a little bit desperate this time. I don’t even understand why I have this feeling. I just want to get rid this feeling from my self. I hope my feeling get better after I write this poem :’) Have a nice day friends!

 

 

 

City Of Stars: Alone

“Writing is something you do alone. Its a profession for introverts who want to tell you a story but don’t want to make eye contact while doing it.”

― John Green

Malam ini, aku kembali menatap langit dari atap rumah. Ah, aku selalu menyukai suasana malam. Sudah beberapa malam belakangan ini aku tak bisa menatap langit dari atap rumah dikarenakan cuaca yang tidak menentu. Aku selalu merindukan momen dimana aku bisa menyendiri seperti ini.

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Old Friend

Dear someone out there,

I don’t even know whether you read this or not. But, I just want to talk with you just for a moment. It has been a long time that I’m not sending you a letter. There are a lot of things that happen to me at that time. I just really want to tell you, that I miss you. In the old time, I always feel that I have a close friend who could hear all my stories. And after you decided to left, I feel empty. 

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Di Seberang Sana

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“It happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.”
― Nicholas Sparks

Andaikan aku bisa memutar waktu, aku berharap bisa menggunakan setiap kesempatan yang kumiliki untuk bisa bersama mu dengan waktu yang cukup lama. Tampa kusadari,hari-hari itu terasa berlalu begitu saja. Bahwa pada akhirnya, aku harus menerima kenyataan bahwa dirimu pergi. Dan pada saat itu, aku masih tetap diam di tempat yang sama.

Menunggu dirimu untuk kembali.

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